Today is a very hard day.

Today is my Mother's 60th birthday. Or I guess I should say, would have been her birthday. It is hard to believe it is almost two years since she died yet I guess it seems like a lot longer then that as well.

I have been so emotional all day. Going from thinking about her and crying to trying not to think about her. I wore a butterfly today in memory of her.

I so wish she was here with me. I know she is spirtually here with me but I mean really here to hug me, to tell me everything is ok, to talk to, to hear her words of advice.....

I miss her so much

Queenie